sorry every1... been a long long time i didnt blog... not in e mood maybe.. life is meaningless.. life is short... every1 everyday is changing even relation & friendship... wat is the most hurting i life???? when ur most love break ur heart... when ur loves 1 leaves e world... alot of things can hurt a person deeply but nothing can b compare to the pain in the heart causes by ur loves 1... maybe its all fated... if he is meant 2 b urs no matter how bad u treated him he wil never leave, if he isnt meant to b no matter how good u treated him he wil still go... guys r al the same... in relation guys can never b compare to gals in alot of ways... guys r always more heartless n cold blooded in relation but gals are different... 10 months been 2gether r not short efforts & feelings r not appreciated.. how sad :( how sad :( I love him really love him alot but i'm very sad very sad tt he is e 1 who letting go of e effort we put in where he promise me he wil never let go no matter how tough it wil b... ??? guys always never keep their promise never so disappointed... i tried 2 hate him but i cant i try to blame him but i cant cause i really loves him alot....